To all my readers I must offer some sort of explanation. I feel I owe you all at least some of the reasons why I have not been posting every Monday and Friday as planed. If I told you all the reasons we would be here a long time.
My reasons stem from my Leukemia. I may be "cancer free" but that doesn't mean I am chemo free. I have to take large doses of drugs and have painful shots daily and monthly. This month will be one year I have been on this plan and a year and a half since I started chemo all together. When will it all end? May 2015.
Until then, I must learn to juggle that, full time college, and two part time jobs.
I do not wish to give up my writing because it gives my life the least stress and allows me an outlet from this reality of confusion in which I live. There are so many days I wish I could just step into my stories and never come out again.
As you all know, I can't.
I don't want your pity, so please don't think of this as my sob story to the world. I would, however, appreciate your honest prayers that strength will be graced to me. If I can just make it through until Christmas, I know life will get easier.
Thank you all for listening. I will try to write as often as I can.
––Rachael
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